Tuesday, September 09, 2008
I forgot to tell you all what happended yesterday along with what happend today. I hope I am not getting carried away with writing on this blog, posting it everywhere. I do that so for the people who don't have livejournal can see on myspace.
The Rain Poured
Today I got soaked the rain started while I was driving down the road. It rained so hard, it reminded me of flood waters. There were times that I could hardly see the lines on the road and , my windshield wipers were working overtime.
Now it is 2:03am in the morning, I just got off from work at about 11:00pm, but afterwards I had to pick up a few things like orange juice, bananas, avocados, sweet potatoes, and yogurt and the new Gym Class Heroes cd. I thought I should just give it try to see how their new album really sounds. I always pick up things on my way out, why not I am already there. I paid 9.98 for it, and my total came up to about $25.10, boy that was expensive. If it wasn't for the GCH cd, it would of been about $15.00. I think the value of food is really going up. I remember when bananas use to be 49 cents, and now they are 64 cents. Avocados used to be 99 cents, now they are $1.38. Nobody really doesn't eat around my house so, I try to buy as less as possible. Yeah, I know I eat healthy, but i am not afraid of a piece of my mom's friend chicken or a slice of pizza from pizza hut. It is just me and my mom, until my sister moved to New York. My mother usually doesn't eat nothing I buy except the broccoli. I will always ask her mother do you need something, and she will always say no. I used to buy my sister stuff when she was here, but now that she is gone, I don't get to save money, it worsts now, because she has not found a job yet.
I wonder why do I feel as if I have to post a blog everyday, I just don't know why, maybe it is just a habit. I am starting to write on this more, because nobody wants to listen to me when I talk. I think I have been in some places, and been totally ignored, but it didn't bother me. My mother always says I am burning her ears, my sister is clueless, so I can forget about asking her for advice. I really think she is lost in New York, more confused than I am. I hope she will be able to get it together soon. Sometimes I wish we could all be a team and work together. I think sometimes, some people need to take some refresher courses, because sometimes you forget some things about life. These days, I will not be surprised, because anything could happen when it comes to my family. If I need advice I can't go to them, because they have problems of their own. So, now I just try and figure it out for myself, I am on my own. I guess I am the only one that really knows, and I have to decided myself. I don't bring up the subject anymore.
What I say on this blog is what I have been meaning to say or thinking about all day. This the story of a non-famous person's life, the life that the stars would be living if it wasn't for their big break. I wonder how would it feel to be admired by everyone. I wonder would I like being famous. I know one thing, I don't like to have too much money. I feel better when I don't have much money. I just think money is the root of all evil. I would like to have enough to just pay what I need to pay though. But, if I get a bonus check, I will spend it on things I don't need, I am getting better though. I think these days are all about a dollar bill, everything is all about money. Take college for instance, if you don't have your tuition paid by the deadline they will automatically just drop your classes, without options. I know a friend who was behind on a house payment, and they came and moved the trailer off the land. If you don't have the cash, they don't care.
I am sorry for that long previous boring posts, but I hope I will be able to write about something more interesting later or for today. Excuse me for just rambling on this blog, it is as if I am having a real conversation with somebody in a virtual world.
Today I got soaked the rain started while I was driving down the road. It rained so hard, it reminded me of flood waters. There were times that I could hardly see the lines on the road and , my windshield wipers were working overtime.
Now it is 2:03am in the morning, I just got off from work at about 11:00pm, but afterwards I had to pick up a few things like orange juice, bananas, avocados, sweet potatoes, and yogurt and the new Gym Class Heroes cd. I thought I should just give it try to see how their new album really sounds. I always pick up things on my way out, why not I am already there. I paid 9.98 for it, and my total came up to about $25.10, boy that was expensive. If it wasn't for the GCH cd, it would of been about $15.00. I think the value of food is really going up. I remember when bananas use to be 49 cents, and now they are 64 cents. Avocados used to be 99 cents, now they are $1.38. Nobody really doesn't eat around my house so, I try to buy as less as possible. Yeah, I know I eat healthy, but i am not afraid of a piece of my mom's friend chicken or a slice of pizza from pizza hut. It is just me and my mom, until my sister moved to New York. My mother usually doesn't eat nothing I buy except the broccoli. I will always ask her mother do you need something, and she will always say no. I used to buy my sister stuff when she was here, but now that she is gone, I don't get to save money, it worsts now, because she has not found a job yet.
I wonder why do I feel as if I have to post a blog everyday, I just don't know why, maybe it is just a habit. I am starting to write on this more, because nobody wants to listen to me when I talk. I think I have been in some places, and been totally ignored, but it didn't bother me. My mother always says I am burning her ears, my sister is clueless, so I can forget about asking her for advice. I really think she is lost in New York, more confused than I am. I hope she will be able to get it together soon. Sometimes I wish we could all be a team and work together. I think sometimes, some people need to take some refresher courses, because sometimes you forget some things about life. These days, I will not be surprised, because anything could happen when it comes to my family. If I need advice I can't go to them, because they have problems of their own. So, now I just try and figure it out for myself, I am on my own. I guess I am the only one that really knows, and I have to decided myself. I don't bring up the subject anymore.
What I say on this blog is what I have been meaning to say or thinking about all day. This the story of a non-famous person's life, the life that the stars would be living if it wasn't for their big break. I wonder how would it feel to be admired by everyone. I wonder would I like being famous. I know one thing, I don't like to have too much money. I feel better when I don't have much money. I just think money is the root of all evil. I would like to have enough to just pay what I need to pay though. But, if I get a bonus check, I will spend it on things I don't need, I am getting better though. I think these days are all about a dollar bill, everything is all about money. Take college for instance, if you don't have your tuition paid by the deadline they will automatically just drop your classes, without options. I know a friend who was behind on a house payment, and they came and moved the trailer off the land. If you don't have the cash, they don't care.
I am sorry for that long previous boring posts, but I hope I will be able to write about something more interesting later or for today. Excuse me for just rambling on this blog, it is as if I am having a real conversation with somebody in a virtual world.
The Third Layer of Skin
Some people just try to find a way to touch that third layer of skin. Sometime I wish I had thick skin, because it can lose its elasticity sometimes, just like a person loses their peace sometimes. If it wasn't for the dermis, I couldn't take all of the contaminents floating around in the atomosphere.. I would probably deteriorate and turn into a fleshless skeleton if it wasn't for those extra layers of protection. Some people just know how to strike those hot nerves, but often times I will try to throw them a curve and just hope that they will just hit and miss. But, sometimes it doesn't always go according to plan, I have to take some low blow sometimes. I could choose to let it go, but sometime I can't control my burning flesh. Sometimes, it feels like the fire, and I just have to give in, so I can cool off. But I could just ignore the feeling no matter how bad it burns. But, sometimes you need to address things, it is hard to hold things in, especially when it is irritating you. It just a disturbance to not say the things you need to say, it could be what someone didn't have the courage to say, so never hold your breath. But, sometimes most things are better let unsaid , if it is offensive. Most the time what offends one person is probably going to offend others to. Anything offensive will not only effect one, but will probably effect all. Out of all the words in the dictionary, why chose one the most piercing words to use. I don't understand why people like to make people feel small, but some people thrive off of hurting people. I don't see how you can get any satisfaction out of that, it would make me feel terrible. I don't understand why do we like to hurt so much. I guess the best way for people to deal with it, is be prepared for it, so you you will be able to take some hits. It will hurt at first, but then the pain will subside with time. I guess you need to find a way to build your dermis so you will not break under pressure, possibly adding some extra layers of protection. I think it always happens when you least expect it, life is full of surprises so be prepared for the unexpected.
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