Time To Think

Back to the classifieds again, it feels like I have been on a job search every since graduation. I have been searching the classifieds from the begining, and I am still searching. I have not found what I am looking for yet, so now I am back to the classifieds once again. I never knew how stressful a job search could be, but I don't think I have been as aggressive, and determined as I was in the past. It seems like I have been building my resume forever, like clay, just trying to shape it, to meet their needs. What else do they want from me, and don't think I am going to go out on a date with the boss to get this one, however many people do. What we wouldn't do for the perfect position, but I don't think I would want it that bad. I have tried in the past, but I don't think my stragedies were effective as they should have been or were they? It seems like my life history is my work history. I spend most of my days on the clock. But, you have to work to live.

I just think I am too honest when I apply for job, and just when I thought honestly was the key, I learn some new information. I never knew that lies could get you anywhere, but these days people can get really far. I don't like lies, but this workforce is based on lies. People just scheme and plot, just like the government. Some people just cheat their way to the top. I guess that is why I am still in the same place, because I'm honest. I have not pulled any schemes yet. But, I just don't want to play dirty, to get to the top. You wouldn't believe what goes on behind the scenes. I am glad that I don't know, because I would probably be surprised. Many jobs don't measure up to the job I have now due to the distance and the wages so this is why I am still here even after the transformation. They have changed, but it hasn't changed me, because I have just adapted to the changes.

They have made many unnecessary changes thinking that they were fixing the problems, but not knowing this was making worse. I would say if it is not broke don't fix it, but they went ahead and did it anyway. It seems like it was more busier before the big transformation. It is not the same anymore, and not only has the store changed, people have changed. They miss the old place, the place they used to know. Now, the old store is history. All we have now is memories. It really hasn't had an effect on me. It alright, but it was just so unnecessary to change the whole place. I don't like how it is so unorganized now. Customer's are just upset because things are not in the places where they use to be. It is just so out-of order, and I think that is turning the customer's away. They really hate it, you should of saw the message that they wrote on the bathroom tile, in pemanent marker. But, eventually they are going to have to learn to accept the changes, and I think they will in time. It just takes time to adapt to changes. It is like learning how to rollerskate all over again.