A Million Smiles And Laughs

A million smiles and laughs would be more refreshing than piercing words or tears right now. A smile or laugh is all we need right now. I know there is a time to laugh, a time to speak, a time to smile, and a time to cry. But, I think it would be depressing to stay in one mode forever. If I was a camera, I would not want to stay in the easy mode forever. I would love to switch to the scenery mode or outdoor mode every once in a while. If I wouldn't have to keep on living, It would be possible to stay angry forever, but I think my smiles sand laugh would be hard to suppress forever. In order to live, I know I am going to have, put these thoughts in storage for a while. It is hard to have all of this weight on you when you are balancing on your own two feet. I got to carry all of this weight with me as if there isn't already enough gravity pulling me down. Do you think I like to cry, do you think I want to be sad, I would just like to skip this part and go to the best part. I think if we feel like crying just go ahead and cry and let it out, so you will be able to laugh again. Suppressing the feelings can really make you feel depressed Most of the time it really feels good to smile and laugh, the best part of living. If you are in a situation and you don't know what to do, always try to smile. This how I have learned to handle situations, I am just learning to laugh about everything that is intended to hurt me. I don't live for sadness however some days are. Do you think I want to laugh when I am torn inside, it will numb you for some time, but you got to find away to smile again. It is difficult to be happy through all of the rain. It is hard to smile through all of the tears. It is tough to have all that weight on your shoulders when you have to live everyday life and pretend that everything is alright. It takes a lot of energy to fight, it is like I'm fighting everyday, living is not easy, even when you have it all.


We definitely could use more peace signs these days, believe it or not. . But I don't think they are as effective as they should be, but I understand that we can't control the world. We try to enforce them, but we can't make people accept them. But, if I were you I would keep enforcing them anyway, maybe one might touch one soul. I think we should just slow down and take it one day at a time, because trying to change the world in a day would be impossible. Also, it not going to really be effective anyway, if it is not a team effort. No matter how unpeaceful it gets don't never let your peace signs fall down, because you never know when you going to have to fight a monster. But, if that is not enough you might have to use your cross signs to fight the monster. I have heard that the cross sign can be more powerful than the peace sign, if you have faith. But, I think you have to believe it. It depends on what you believe. I think peace would just give us hope I had a feeling that this flame was still burning, what is it going to take to put it out. While half of my brain was on vacation, strange things happened, things get out of control. I just can't give a thought a rest anymore. You never know when somebody will activate one of the thoughts that you had on the backburner. It is like bringing the dead back to life. I think I have a battle in my mind almost everyday. It is like negative thought you should be dead, you should not exist anymore. But, it is possible that somebody can put those negative thoughts back into your mind. I am constantly trying to wrestle with these old demons. I think it is something that is alive today, but should be dead. I think it is more abstract than discrete these days. You might think it is invisible, but some people can see write through it. You know like those movies when somebody accidentally brings something back to life or unleash something evil again. Once it is unleashed you have a big mess on your hands, you never know when it will eventually die. It is possible that it could last forever.