Feminine Energies Are Clashing

I was just thinking why are their so many girls in fan clubs and it lead to this post. I hope this internet stuff in not making me crazy.

I don’t think it is good to make too many friends, especially friends with the same gender especially if there are only a few opposite genders. When you got too many girls in one room with a few guys there you know it is going to be a rivalry. I think it would be better if it was balanced, then maybe their wouldn‘t be so much tension. I think we have to much progesterone and estrogen clashing, with very little testosterone to balance it out and I don’t think the full moon that comes out at night is helping. And you wonder why most girls have guys friends. When there is and too much progesterone and estrogen, it can get really dangerous you there are probably going to be some catfights. What else could it be, but the hormones and they are at war.

You try to make friends, but for some reasons they want to be enemies. Most of time you get to a point where you just don’t care about making any friends. If that is the way they want it to be let it be. I starting to think that feminine and feminine energies don’t blend and maybe it would be better if it masculine and feminine energies that mixes. With feminine and masculine energies we would probably have less catfights. I guess we would probably to be able to get alone better. But, I think it is too much estrogen and estrogen clashes, with little or no testosterone.

Sometimes do you feel that nobody understands you and they don‘t want to communicate, it feels like you are living in a foreign land. I think I would be better off speaking Spanish, than English. I think I would be able to understand people who speak Spanish better than I can understand people who speak English. I think I got to learn that I will never be understand people, I just have to get that in my head. Sometime you think are they really human or are they aliens under human skin. Sometimes I think who are they and what have they become. I’m starting to wonder if some people have human flesh. It makes me wonder do they even have a beating heart, you never know that could be made of slime or electrical wires. Is it possible that this girl I am talking too could be running off of a computer chip. Sometimes I wonder does she have a CPU, instead of a brain. People appear to be attractive, but you will never know what is on the inside, like filled candies. They can be very attractive and have a heart of stone. I know a lot of fakes who appear to be friendly. They want be happy unless there is a rivalry. When I am in trouble, it would not be a good idea to ask them for helped because they are aliens under human skin. It is like who are these people, and what have they become. Nobody speaks anymore, they just keep secrets. They mingle in their own little click, and exclude everyone else. I am not going to try to understand the reasons why because I will never get the truth, if it is a thought from a human mind. Nobody speaks anymore, nobody care anymore, everybody just keeps secrets and mingle in their own little groups.