Tough Skin

It is the tough skin, that makes you strong, it the tough skinthat protects the bone. I just feel like I am going to shake whenI start to break. How long will this last and when will it pass. usually fake a smile in denial. Can I have a bone to bite, whenI burning in the middle of fight. Could this headache be enough for me to break, I don‘t know how much more I can take.

Sometimes I wonder if layers of skin ever existed, because I burn easily. I too the punctures but it was never really enough to break through that tough layer of skin, and hit down to the bone. The 3 degree wounds can really fester, with one touch from, the fiery flame which could possibly break the through the surface, and burn enough to keep me awake in the night. This direct hit, fire on skin, it all awakens all the sensations that were dead under the surface. The natural reaction to pain, will make your clench and squint. Like fire words can burn like words. A deep cut, like the touch of a burning flame could be enough to make you tear. I feel like I need a bone to bite when I in the middle of this fight. The natural reaction to the pain which is making me clench and squint is hitting those silent ends. I guess I need to start building more layers to repel the things that lie underneath. No matter how much I hold it back it will try to get out, If you don't have self control. And all the life that was buried underneath will have a hard time breaking through this tough skin.



Earlier Today
I will probably post something on this page, as if I have to. I hope posting a blog everyday is not annoying, just be happy that I actually update. When I first started it I hardly ever updated. I guess I can post faster with this new computer, because it is portable. I used to have a emachines with an intel celeron processor.

I don't know if you know but today is Jon Garland's birthday. I have been following this pitcher for a while. He played for the White Sox. I can't forget that I really use to watch all of the Sox games when he pitched. My sister followed Freddie Garcia. I think Mark Buerhle was good too, I think he is still on The Sox.

shout out of the day: Happy Birthday Jon Garland, and Happy Birthday "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out"!