Stranded All Day

My Accident
Aug. 28th, 2008 at 3:13 PM
Could I really be hurt this time, today, a few minutes I tripped over something and my ankle turned to the left, I just hope I didn't sprang my ankle, if I did this will be the first time I have had a spranged ankle. It is hard to explain it like your walking in some shoes and your shoes turn over to the right or left. Sometimes it will make you say woah. How does it supposed to feel, I hope I will be able to walk on it because I have to go to work. It still feels weird though, but it doesn't hurt, so maybe I am alright. I hope I will not have to go to the doctor. I think I would buy a ankle brace, before I go to the doctor. I would visit other places but, I am running out of time. I have to be to work at 5:30pm, the rush hour, that is when most people are leaving from work. Also, I think this is the worst time to drive or be on the road. I don't know how I make it through, it sure is not easy to drive through all that traffic. I just have to really keep my eyes on the road, and stay focused. I think it would be best if I leave early but I always leave with just enough time to get there. I am trying to get in the habit of leaving a litte earlier, but it seems like I always end up leaving late or with just enough time to get there. I am going to be honest, things are going to be unpredictable, I just don't want to make promises that I can't keep. I guess if you don't know, don't make conclusions, which is false evidence until proven real. Promises are sacred to me, so if I give you my promise, that is big. If I give you my promises, please accept them. Please remember that my promise is a sacred as my beating heart. Do ever think about if your heart stops while your'e awake at night lying in bed, so while you are breathing, think about your life, and how you want to live it. Anything else I wouldn't take it too heart, but if I promise and put my hand on The Bible, that is a promise I can break. If things are going to be unpredictable, I won't make any promises, if things are going to be unpredictable, i am not going to make any plans. I think I need to start thinking with the left side of my brain, before I start making promises, because I don't want to have to come up with another excuse for my lies.

Stranded All Day
Aug. 27th, 2008 at 6:54 PM
Today I woke up at about 9:30am to take my mom's van to the shop down the road, it is in walking distance. I drove the van up there and my mom followed me and took me back home, eventhough it was in walking distance. I was stranded all day, I couldn't go anywhere, but I was not bored, I stay here on the computer, washed my hair, wrapped it, now it looks like I have a helmet on my head, it takes a long time to dry. I attempted to clean up a little. A funny thing happended today, I was expecting my mom to call me, because the guy was going to call her when my car was ready, and she was going to call me. But, it didn't work that way, I got a surprise visit, from the mechanic, he knocked on the door. He was no stranger, he is a friend of my uncle's and he is my mother's friend friend. He had went by the store where my mom works, and then he came by here. I didn't know he was going to show up unexpected. I had just washed my hair and I had to go out of the house with a wrap, or my hair wrapped around my head. It was kind of embarassing. I apologized and he said it was o.k. because you still look great even with wet hair. My life is like a musical the songs are the soundtrack to my life to be

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Today I woke up at about 9:30am to take my mom's van to the shop down the road, it is in walking distance. I drove the van up there and my mom followed me and took me back home, even though it was in walking distance. I was stranded all day, I couldn't go anywhere, but I was not bored, I stay here on the computer, washed my hair, wrapped it, now it looks like I have a helmet on my head, it takes a long time to dry. I attempted to clean up a little. A funny thing happened today, I was expecting my mom to call me, because the guy was going to call her when my car was ready, and she was going to call me. But, it didn't work that way, I got a surprise visit, from the mechanic, he knocked on the door. He was no stranger, he is a friend of my uncle's and he is my mother's friend friend. He had went by the store where my mom works, and then he came by here. I didn't know he was going to show up unexpected. I had just washed my hair and I had to go out of the house with a wrap, or my hair wrapped around my head. It makes you look like you don't have hair, like a short haircut. If you do wrap your hair, it want be as frizzy, and you want have to blow dry it, it saves some energy. It was kind of embarrassing. I apologized and he said it was o.k. because you still look great even with wet hair.

My life is like a musical these songs are the soundtrack to my life excuse me idol, did you know that you are singing my life, it is like you described. There's always a song for every emotion. There are love songs for time times when you are in love There are sad songs for the times when you cry. There are happy songs for times when you want to rejoice. Every emotion is like a song, the life enhancers. This could possibly make your sour days be sweeter, so you can get the bitter taste out your month. But, it leaves a long lasting after taste that will eventually go away with time.

I must confess that, even though I laugh, I cry sometime. I must reveal that even though I smile, I hurt sometime. I must say that even though I love I hate sometimes. Dear hero, did you know that you are telling my story, your songs are my life. I could live without out, but why deprive myself. I know a part of me would be missing. I know I would not have that extra support, to help me make it through the day, if it wasn't for your songs. How do you think I made it through, after all this time. How do you think it felt to feel like you are wasting your time. If this song never existed I would not have ever known it, and I would have still been out there working harder to make it through life. Even though it is rough, your music has made things go smoother. I'm alright as long as the music is playing, but even if it stops I should be fine, because I will still have the song in my head. I will be fine, you don't have to worry, because I can play it when I need to hear it.