The Double Dose

My head is spinning, and this could get out of control. It good to take on 5 thoughts all at one time. I can find away to be numb my senses, so I am insensitive to all of noise, the crashes, and the voices that I'm hearing. I think I will be able to write my best story through all the noise, eventhough peace and quiet would be nice, but who needs it. Luckily, I can find ways to focus, even through all of the noise, I think I can be invincible even through one of the most heated conversations. I think I can be insentive to one of the most loudest crashes. You never know I could be playing my favorite song in my head, during the time. You never know I could be in New York, while you are tripping. Did you know I could be there at the same time I am with you, that is just how I am designed, finely crafted. You will never know, when I'm dreaming, I could be dreaming while you are complaining. I could be in daze, even when you curse me. You words, have no effect on me, I think they have lost some of their effectiveness. What is going on in mind my and how does it absorb of this information. Is hard to slow down in these fast times, but I will find a way to gradually bring it down in the end. I can find a way to breathe through this, could you live through this. Eventhough my head spinning, and my thoughts are crashing, I going to find a way escape for a while, just for a moment, to stop the explosion. There could be a double dose later, because the time is winding down

I promised you a double dose, so I am going to post. Well my day went o.k., I let the time slip on me as usually. It reminds me of one of The Academy Is's new songs, Summer Hair=Forever Young, and it is line in one of the songs that says suddenly we're all running out of time, and that is the truth. I am always running out of time when I am home, but not at work. I don' t have much to talk about today but work. I don't know if you want to here my story, I wouldn't want you to go to sleep. The other day, this man in my line was flirting with me. He just kept staring at me and smiling, and he was an older man, I mean old enough to be my father, and I was like man you need to go ahead on. He asked me if I had a boyfriend, and if I was married, and I said no. Then, asked me if I want to go to dinner. I was like would this man please go ahead on, he should be ashamed of himself. He was probably in his 50's or 60's. I just laughed, but in my head I was thinking I would not date this man, oh my goodness go away. I would have never thought that he would be the one to flirt with me, but nothing surprises me these days. Sometimes, I just want to hide from some customers. I have a lot of problems with spanish guys, sometimes they just stare, stare, stare, and stare, and sometimes it can make you uncomfortable, but I am used to it. I sometimes think, why are they staring at me like that, and when they are staring they are usually smiling, this happended to me today. Sometimes they stare so hard, so hard until it makes me laugh. It is like don't you know it is rude to stare, especially the way they stare.
Don't ask me why it is bold?