Sunday, July 20, 2008
It Always Happens When You Least Expect It
It always happens when you least expect it. Ideas are just developing in your mind faster than the speed of light. you never know when an idea will come into your head, so it might be good idea to have a pen and paper handy, so you will not forget the thought. One word could start it all, and this could lead to sentence which leads to a whole story . One line could start it all, and this could lead to a sketch., which will be adored by the world. One word can go far, it could be the beginning to an innovative idea, and this idea could go far, possibly having a positive impact on he world. If I ever get a bright idea, I am going to share it with world, and I going to try to use it to the best of my ability to help the world develop solutions to the problems that have been lingering for a long time. It has been too long and it is about time to solve the problem. The thing about ideas, is that they don't always come easy. You could have a million ideas, and there only like 5 out of the million that are worth pursuing, so it takes time to come up with the greatest ideas.
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
Today Was Not My Saturday Current mood: stressed
Today was Saturday, and I usually like Saturday's but today was not my Saturday. Today my nephews came down here before I had to go to work, and I was really in the mood for their company, because I had to go to work. I was thinking to myself, out of all days why did they have to chose today. They were really nerve racking to me. Then, later, I spilled water all over the bathroom floor, it was like a flood, so I had to take time to clean the mess up. Later, I went to work, and then discovered that I had a flat right tire, so I was late for work. I was supposed to be there at 5:30pm, but I got there at 6:05pm. My mother and sister was already in town, so they came and picked me up and took me to work. Later, they discovered that I had ran over a nail, and they patched the tire up.
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Friday, July 18, 2008
Last Wednesday is just so 8 days ago
Last Wednesday was just so 8 days ago. It was unlike any other day. I felt every minute of every hour.. If I had to relive last Wednesday, everything would be magical, if I would have known what I knew now things would have been different. I am not worrying about what I went through, I just want to forget it and just let it go. It happened and now it is part of the past. I survived, and now not it is all behind me now.
I'm usually not comfortable living in the past. I think when I am living in the future, that is my comfort zone, and it where I would like to remain. The past can sometimes make you weary, like bringing something dead back to life. Something dead should not resurface, it should just stay buried down under where it belongs. I think it would be better to just create new memories and destroy the memories that steal half of your mental strength. Remember the good times and forget the hard times. If it burns let it die. The past should stay in the past if it is something that is going to make you feel like hiding.

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Trust Is Like A Vow Current mood: disappointed

Trust is like a vow, and once you break it will never be the same. Trust can easily broken, you could have one thought that could just be enough to shatter your belief in something. Trust can become tainted, if it is broken. It will never be the same. It is easy to forgive, but just so hard to forget. You have to find a way to just go on, and eventually it will pass, but it is a memory that will always linger. It is a time to weep, and it is a time to morn, but eventually you have to move on. No matter how many apologizes accepted, it will never be enough to restore that trust you once had. All is forgiven, but the bond that was once shared will always be broken, what is done is done. Everything was going alright, I thought I had found a friend that I could really confide in, but I was blind. I forget that the world is full of pretenders , but they play their roles so well. It so hard to turn away sometime, so tempting. People can be like sugarcoated candies, sweet on the outside and unidentifiable on the inside. Sometimes, you just can't see it, it is hard to really know, but you can't let the fear take control, control the fear. In time it will pass, but undersand that it will never be forgotten.