Life Is A Reality Not A Dream

My world is everything but ordinary, my world does not measure up to yours. But, most of the time I am living in my dreams and it is when I step outside I realize that it is just a dream. It was revealed that my life is not just a dream it is real reality. But, I need something to believe in, it is all that I am holding on to right now. I have to live in a dream in order to cope with this. It is taking everything that I have and all that I stored on the inside of me. I want to be apart of this, i want to live this, and it is important that you know this. Excuse me while I escape and hide in my dream world for a while when everything is just crashing down all around me. I don't mind because it will pass. I will not wear no shame, because this moment won't last, it will pass over into my life history, the best moments of my life.