Years Pass And Seasons Change
Time has flown by like a wind gust. It brought me out of my daze. The time just fades like a puff of smoke, if you have ever noticed. It seems like you have had all the time in the world, until you realize that 5 months have actually passed. After 5 months into the new year, you stop and wonder where has the time gone. I have realized that nothing last forever, not even something as precious as time. Live in the time that you waste, because one day it will stop, and then you will be able to rest in peace for eternity. There is no life without time, with out time life would be extinct. It crazy how all our time begins when we take our first breath. Then you live each day not realizing how much you have grown over time. The time can pass right before your eyes, the years pass and season's change. it has been 5 months since January, I'm aware that the the world is still the same. I hope in time the world will eventually change for the better. We live through every day and every season with a reason and a purpose, it wakes me from my daze. always forgeting the days and the time, leaving it behind as if it doesn't really matter. Time based on my schedule would be forever. I hope I don't have regrets 10 years from now. I should of lived it while I had the time, but I happy with the way I lived it.


Sunday, May 18, 2008
Shades of Grey Through Your True Color
I saw a shade of grey through your true color, I don't envy your tainted spirit The love is lost, so it seems, and your beauty is undefined through my eyes. It is true that you are just in your nature, you are all alone in your mind. It hard to understand the lauguage that you speak, it seems like you mean well, but your strange mannerisms make me wonder who you really are. just But, I realized that you are just like a spark of fire, here for the moment and gone in a second.


Friday, May 16, 2008
Hard To Be Humble In A Green World Current mood: annoyed
I got to find the grace to cope with this I can' t seem to find the peace that I know lives within. It has to be buried down deep in all hearts. I can't see it ,but I hope everyone feels it when it hits. I'm searching for it, I am longing for it We need it today, it is the key to a better day. oh if we knew what a little love could do, so hard to be humble in a green world. All we can do is just hope for peace at least. It effects you more than you think. so eerie to think where we will be in the near future. You never know when it will all end, so just live today. It can happen when you least expect it, even in the midst of your sunny day.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
When It All Comes Crashing Down Current mood: drained
Pressure, the opposing force
If you live it you'll feel it.
It so hard to fight this, like this.
It all comes crashing down
all at once, like a sea of waves.
I need a revelation for this desperation.
hits almost every nerve, and steals your breath.
All energy was depleted from me
and it brought me to my knees.
I"m so starving for a revelation
so I can break the pressure.

Sunday, May 11, 2008
I Admire Her Courage And Strengh
Today is mother's day. I just wanted to wish my mother a happy mother's day! If it was not for you mom, I would not exist. I don't know what it is like to be a mother because I don't have any children, but I celerbrate mother's day because I do have mother. I am thankful that she is still living. If it was not for her I don't know what I would do. She has done so much for me, and I just want to thank her for all that she has done for me. I admire her courage and strength, she is one of the strongest person's that I have known. I want to be just like her when I get older, she is such an inspiration to me.

Saturday, May 10, 2008
Writing That Is Not So Routine
I have started writing in my blog, I'm starting to write about anything like poetry just to change it up. I know it may be boring to talk about my everyday routine, so that is why I started writing different things. My writing is not the best, but I try to write things that I like. I hope others will like it to! I am not the best writer, I just write for fun. Writing is good way for me to clear my head, it helps to write sometimes. I wrote a lot all throughout highschool, I remember keeping a journal, and I just enjoyed writing in it. I have been keeping a journal every since. I don't know if I would like to put something really personal in it though. My sister, who is in school in White Plains, NY, used to write. When she was here or before she left, she used to sit in the room and write and write, she would have stacks of pages. The one thing I never did was read what she wrote. She would get upset, if I tried to read her writing. Her writings were very personal to her, so that is why I did not read them, after she got mad the first time I tried to read them without her permisssion. Her writings are still in our room, and would not read them for the world! She has stacks of papers piled on the shelf. She is planning something, but I don't know what it is yet. She might be planning something big!

Friday, May 09, 2008
Stand On The Rock
I hope this fairytale has a happy ending. I pretended that this was non-exsistant, never wanting to claim it, never wanting to blame it for my failures. It is not like me to stand on the rock. I intended to make it glide across the water and watch it skip. But, it glided down another path, and skipped the water. Now, I realize that I never needed it. All this time, I thought that it was my rock, but later discovered that it was just one of the stumbling blocks in my life. .

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
I will remember in December
This is something that I will remember in december, take a moment for reflection. It is what moves our souls and rekindles emotions, bound to start a commotion. It as sacred as a precious jewel, you wear around your neck. I don't know how it will end but it feels like it's just beginning. It is like my sanctuary of peace. It is something that is real to me, like a dream that just beginning to unfold. An hour of power, like a fiery red flower, that heals us in the darkest hour.

Monday, May 05, 2008
There Is A Time To Laugh
There is a time to laugh, a time to mourn, and a time to speak. Just take time to realize that it is o.k. to smile every once in a while. Your smile is the root of your joy in sorrow for hopes of a better tommorrow. In time you will see clearly through the blinding lights, and be able to sleep through the night. It is your time to shine in this time, so follow your mind. Don't be afraid of the wave, just be brave. If I fall I won't feel nothing at all. never take nothing to heart if your smart Get it together, despite the weather because it could take forever to be the bird that flies high in the sky. You got what it takes to be who you are, be the daylight in your moonlight and the sunshine in the rain.

Monday, April 21, 2008
It Is Like How The Water Flows Down A Waterfall
Hello everyone,
it is already April 21, 2008. I have not updated my blog in a long time. It is hard for me to change my theme, because something is wrong with my page. It is still Monday, but Friday will be here before you know it. It seems like the time is passing by faster than usual. The days are longer and the nights are shorter. I believe that I went to see The Academy Is on their SWG Tour 6 months ago, I think April 19, 2008 it would have been 6 months.
It seems like the months are going by so fast, it is like how the water flows down a water fall. It never stops, so you just have to go with flow. Breathing, symbolizes my life, and it weighs heavy on me. The pressure is torturous, based on my self inflicted pain. I'm blinded by this darkness, so scared of the aftermath. It could be so colorful, if it disappears. The shine has dulled, and it piercing my insides. I need the sparkle to make glow, I have what it takes to let it go.