Midnight and Sunlight

The first day of February, still don't know what keeps me motivated to even post a blog, because many don't really read this stuff. I don't know where all of these thoughts are coming from, so it's really strange. I think it would be more interesting if it was poetic which I'm going to try to do today. To try to make misery more fun. I'm sorry I should be happy but there is always going to be an antagonist, and in this case it's me.


She felt free, when she closed her eyes, in those moments she was didn't know what was going to happend during her time away from the world, relieved from the day before, hours of rest before daylight. Then, she wakes up to the sunlight, she didn't witness the sky changing from dark to light. 6 hours ago, it was pure midnight, and now it's pure sunlight. The 6 short hours of rest, seemed like a powernap, because she doesn't remember sleeping through 6 hours of her life. Now, lying in bed, as stiff as the covers, all she thinks about going 6 hours back in time, when she was unconscious, not being able to see, not being able touch, not being able to feel, now being able to feel her legs. If she went back 6 hours back in time, she didn't have to worry about seeing the sun, but she was hoping to see another day. I guess if she was really content, waking up from 6 hours of rest she wouldn't feel so bad.

since their are so many birthdays in February, I'm just going to post the people who I know, who I didn't know had a birthday in February, I thought this would be a good idea. I didn't know their birthdays were in February.

Today Birthdays(the people that I have been fans of):

Lauren Conrad
Lisa Marie Presley
Big Boi
Pauly Shore
Rick James
Sherman Hemsley,aka George Jefferson
Langston Hughes, an amazing poet
Clark Gable, Gone With The Wind



Here what happened yesterday, yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away

Tweets for Today

Jan. 31st, 2009 | 06:58 pm

01:11 I shouldn't be so scared, I went to my lesson today and I'm even more inspired, a bass player who is an amazing guitarist, both are harmless #
01:15 if it is still cool to watch Fuse, a load of Linkin Park videos are on, I do have some chords that I'm going to try to work on, I will write #
05:19 myspace is still not responding, I was working on the chords, but right now he's sleeping & snoring so annyoing I don't understand the sound #
05:42 all that noise all that sound, tonight we talked about the Eagles, I want to learn hotel california and the rain song one day, a challenge. #
05:44 @MillieTheArts drink plenty of oj and green tea, I need some now, don't buy homemaker, try tropicana or minute made, mine tastes weird. #
07:12 my printer will not print, has anyone ever heard of Danielle Howle, her CD sounds pretty good. She plays acoustic guitar, like Katy Perry #
08:14 @themorningbell I still have my St. Louis Cardinals hat, M.Morris is not on the team anymore, I haven't updated all my blogs yet, but I will #
17:52 I waited to send something off 5 before 12pm, just in case. An earlier shift today, I just finished a short workout so I should be on my way #
20:52 time flies by so fast it's almost time for me to roll, the drive will give me time to think, I'm going try to practice guitar 30 to 60 min. #
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Work was really busy we just really had to work really hard tonight, because normally it has been really slow. I really don't want to be there forever, well I'm going to continue what I'm doing then hopefully it will workout. I know a lot of people have already did things that it will take me a lifetime,but I try to be happy for others and not want the things that have, and just don't want to be jealous of them. Have you ever heard the story of Jones's. I know they worked hard for it, and if I want it I will have to work to. But,I have work hard in the past, with school and everything and will continue to work for as long as I can, until I reach my ultimate goal. I don't think I have a choice. I'm not going to be jealous because somebody has more than I have, I just will think about Live Your Life by Rihanna and T.I. I just try not to worry about that.