Life's A Constant Struggle

I didn't update yesterday, a lot of things have been going through my head, I'm still struggling. I'm still thinking about what I really want to do with my life. I really need to start thinking about it. I have been struggling with this for quite sometime, the way my mother describes it she doesn't think it would be the best time to get into this, because we have had some experience with this situation. I was thinking about going to the art institute online, because I don't know if I want to move right now. I could go back to midlands technical college and finish my degree, but I don't think it is going to help me because it's just general studies. During this break I really found out how much I do love music, I can't deny that, and I think that is what has me so confused. The fact, that I met the artist, and the guitar player, just out of the blue. I actually bought a guitar tape, and started learning how to play this. I never knew how you can make a song with just your voice and a guitar. I guess I see other do it, and I want to be involved. Many people tell me that I would never make it, and then some people are like you might make it. All the things that happened are strange. I think I need to find somewhere I belong, but where do I belong. You can tell I don't have much faith in myself.