Caught In A Trance

In a few minutes I going to get ready to head down this busy highway on my way to work. I wish I would have checked here earlier, but I was watching TAI TV. At first it reminded me of stop and go traffic, if you have a dial-up connection.I am lost in thought on most days. I am just indulged in a thought that just lingers around like a bad germ. These are the kind of thought that brings on the pounding headaches. I could just forget this thought, because I know it is not going to be healthy for me. I guess, my mind can't see to fight the craving of always want to know everything. Should I bring the dead skin to the surface or should keep it buried underneath where it belongs. One day, I think my mind is going to rule me one day like a spirit that gets on the inside an moves all over and spreads throughout your body like disease. It can takes over your mind body and spirit, and it will have you feeling like you have no self control. You now lost, and there is no mind and body connection. It feel like you are under a spell, caught in a trance. I hope it doesn't all lead to one big crash, that will leave behind sorrows and regrets.

These days, I am really afraid to believe in the thoughts that just linger in my mind. I now know that my mind is not my best friend. It filled with all kinds of tricks and treats. I think I would rather take the treats rather than than the tricks but sometimes the tricks can be mistaken for treats, and the treats can be mistaken for tricks. It is just so hard to tell which treat is true or false. It is hard to tell which treat could be a trick, a twisted form of trickery that leaves you hanging.

I am the only witness could be something else.