The Archives

Hello everyone, I just got back from work, it is 1:00am, and I am still awake. A few minutes ago, I spent some time looking at my archives and realized that I don't like half of the things I wrote. I don't get many comments, which in understandable. I was looking back at the videos I posted on youtube, I made a fool of myself, but it really doesn't matter, I really don't care. But, when I look at the videos, sometimes I am like what was I am thinking.

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/32

I think that statement haunted me last night when I say I made a fool of myself. and what was I thinking, I take that back, I don't think I am a fool for trying to learn. I think I was very proud of myself for putting forth the effort. I will take back everything I ever said, I never meant a world of it, I never did. This is reminding me of "Slow Down" by The Academy Is.