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Today is President's Day, it's a holiday for most people. I know all banks and post office's are closed.

Yesterday was the day after Valentines Day, it was a good day to save money, because the valentines candy is half price. They still had a lot of valentines stuff left, I don't know what they're going to do with all of the extra valentine day stuff. They already have the easter candy out. I did buy a few bags of candy. I shouldn't have bought any, but it's not like I'm just going to eat the whole bag in one hour. Maybe someone else will help me eat the bag. I think chocolate is everyone's weakness. I bought a bag of reeses, chocolate butterfinger hearts, and conversation hearts. I haven't really eaten any candy or much chocolate in weeks. Sweets are not good for you, if you eat too many of them. It's fine to eat them every now and then.

The Grammy Recap

February 9th, 10:04 I changed my page, because I had got tired of the purple, eventhough I like purple. But, I think blue is a winner. I was watching the grammy awards tape, I enjoyed Jennifer Hudson's performance, that was a very emotional moment for her. She was almost in tears, I know this has been a tough year for her. She took home a grammy too, that was amazing. I enjoyed the Coldplay performance, Stevie Wonder and the Jonas Brothers was a surprise, very superstitious writings on the wall. That is a song you could just sing anytime. It's amazing how Stevie wonder plays the piano blind. I saw John Mayer he won a grammy for "Say", that is one of my favorite songs. Lil Wayne won a grammy for the best rap album, I had a feeling he was going to win that one. The Taylor Swift and Miley Cyrus performance was amazing. I use to think the song that Taylor Swift sang, her lastest hit, I thought that Miley Cyrus was the one who sang that song. Greenday announced the results for album of the year.

Album of the year was Alison Kraus and Robert Plant,"Raising Sand" what a surprise, I didn't even listen to that album this year. It a song by her that I have always loved to sing The Smile On Your Face. That has always been one of my favorite songs.

I was at the carwash today, and 2 young gentlemen asked me for a donation for their CD. One is called Life Like a Soldier, unlock doors and the the other one is called Revelations The Gospel Edition. It sounds really good. One of them guys has a myspace page, it is www.myspace.com/unlockdoors



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Time

It is February 5, 2009, and I look like the bride of Frankenstein. It takes some time to find what's really on the inside. All this wasted time, was worth more than 40 dimes. It's heart is not connected to mine, which will change in time. I don't know how to shine, when my eyes are so blind. This industrial america, I'm burning inside.

Time

It is February 5, 2009, and I look like the bride of Frankenstein. It takes some time to find what's really on the inside. All this wasted time, was worth more than 40 dimes. It's heart is not connected to mine, which will change in time. I don't know how to shine, when my eyes are so blind. This industrial america, I'm burning inside.

The Coldest Winter Seasons

Well, today I was deciding whether to get netflix or not because I wanted to see all of the movies that people have been talking about. I have been doing many different things today, I decided to go and clean out the van I'm driving, but I didn't stay out there too long, because it was cold. I will have to wash the van later on in the week, almost frozen when I was cleaning out the van today. Sometimes cleaning is very theraputic for me.

Winter is usually my favorite season, but this season is just different from previous winters, and I'm not a big fan of spring and summer. I like spring better than summer, I don't like the scorching temperatures in the summer time. I just adapt to the changes.I usually enjoy the winter season, but for some reason this has been the coldest winter season eventhough there's sun. Things have really changed this season, not only for me but for the whole family. I don't want to go into to detail, but it has been really not like previous winters. Waking up has been hard these days, but somehow I manage to feel alright, I try to find my smile or remember to smile.

Tough Decisions

Tough Decisions


Feb. 3rd, 2009 | 01:16 pm

Is going to be tough deciding whether to go to Walmart or Walgreens. I put my application in online, and this is not the first time I have applied. This doesn't mean they are going to call me. I the new store opens in March. They told me the reason why they haven't hired me, is because I was working at Walmart. They say because they are both competitors, however I think it is stupid. I would like to maybe get out of retail one day. Like The Academy Is song, "Black Mamba" go work in retail spare the suspense, just don't take chances. It alright, if you need a job, because jobs are hard to find these days. I'm lucky I have a job, I know I probably wouldn't be on this computer at all. I don't know how we got here but I hope it will improve very soon.


03:51 I don't think I will get to go to of the shows on SV because I'm already going to a show on the BND tour in April. It would be good to drive #
04:04 @winterpassing I wonder is he talking about the tv news, it's not good, I'm watching the 11oclock news, rain, possibly snow tonight? #
05:09 I forgot to take my meds, no wonder I feel worse, maybe a cup of orange juice, I don't like to work w/ a cold, had a cough attack yesterday. #
07:29 I'm not going to stay up all night and revise this poem. I think I need to give it a rest and work on it tommorrow doesn't compare to others #
07:33 I hate snoring, I just wish I could put a bowl over my brother's head, sometimes it just get louder and louder, like a mean snore, its bad. #
17:47 I really don't know exactly what time I go in for work so I will go early, I could call, this is the only reason why I can twitter. #
20:24 After seeing the "America's Sweetheart" video, I have the song in my head I wasn't on a mountain when it came to all my life been wasted cha #
20:28 my life is like a song, there in my head, I wouldn't want to live without them. I don't know what I would do without the music, it helps. #


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Groundhog Day

Today is groundhog day, the groundhog saw his shadow, that means 6 more weeks of winter. Well, who cares if he did or didn't see his shadow, I found out that it began as a Pennsylvania German custom in southeastern and central Pennsylvania in the 18th and 19th centuries, I didn't know that. The largest Groundhog Day celebration is held in Punxsutawney, Pennsylvania. All this relates to Pennsylvania, and the Pittsburgh Steelers won the superbowl last night.

There are many things going on at one time, you just don't know what to do. I'm just doing a little bit of everything. Looking in books, thinking about submitting my entries for the poetry contest due around February 15. There are contests on FOE, like the valentine contest, and the bounce, bounce contests. I also seriously need to clean up too.


Todays Birthday's
Shakira, I have been liking her music for a longtime
Farrah Fawcett, Charlies Angel's, that is a classic tv show. I think they remade it.
Christie Brinkley, she was a model.
My mom's friend who works with her, her birthday is today. I didn't not know that

Midnight and Sunlight

The first day of February, still don't know what keeps me motivated to even post a blog, because many don't really read this stuff. I don't know where all of these thoughts are coming from, so it's really strange. I think it would be more interesting if it was poetic which I'm going to try to do today. To try to make misery more fun. I'm sorry I should be happy but there is always going to be an antagonist, and in this case it's me.


She felt free, when she closed her eyes, in those moments she was didn't know what was going to happend during her time away from the world, relieved from the day before, hours of rest before daylight. Then, she wakes up to the sunlight, she didn't witness the sky changing from dark to light. 6 hours ago, it was pure midnight, and now it's pure sunlight. The 6 short hours of rest, seemed like a powernap, because she doesn't remember sleeping through 6 hours of her life. Now, lying in bed, as stiff as the covers, all she thinks about going 6 hours back in time, when she was unconscious, not being able to see, not being able touch, not being able to feel, now being able to feel her legs. If she went back 6 hours back in time, she didn't have to worry about seeing the sun, but she was hoping to see another day. I guess if she was really content, waking up from 6 hours of rest she wouldn't feel so bad.

since their are so many birthdays in February, I'm just going to post the people who I know, who I didn't know had a birthday in February, I thought this would be a good idea. I didn't know their birthdays were in February.

Today Birthdays(the people that I have been fans of):

Lauren Conrad
Lisa Marie Presley
Big Boi
Pauly Shore
Rick James
Sherman Hemsley,aka George Jefferson
Langston Hughes, an amazing poet
Clark Gable, Gone With The Wind



Here what happened yesterday, yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away

Tweets for Today

Jan. 31st, 2009 | 06:58 pm

01:11 I shouldn't be so scared, I went to my lesson today and I'm even more inspired, a bass player who is an amazing guitarist, both are harmless #
01:15 if it is still cool to watch Fuse, a load of Linkin Park videos are on, I do have some chords that I'm going to try to work on, I will write #
05:19 myspace is still not responding, I was working on the chords, but right now he's sleeping & snoring so annyoing I don't understand the sound #
05:42 all that noise all that sound, tonight we talked about the Eagles, I want to learn hotel california and the rain song one day, a challenge. #
05:44 @MillieTheArts drink plenty of oj and green tea, I need some now, don't buy homemaker, try tropicana or minute made, mine tastes weird. #
07:12 my printer will not print, has anyone ever heard of Danielle Howle, her CD sounds pretty good. She plays acoustic guitar, like Katy Perry #
08:14 @themorningbell I still have my St. Louis Cardinals hat, M.Morris is not on the team anymore, I haven't updated all my blogs yet, but I will #
17:52 I waited to send something off 5 before 12pm, just in case. An earlier shift today, I just finished a short workout so I should be on my way #
20:52 time flies by so fast it's almost time for me to roll, the drive will give me time to think, I'm going try to practice guitar 30 to 60 min. #
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Work was really busy we just really had to work really hard tonight, because normally it has been really slow. I really don't want to be there forever, well I'm going to continue what I'm doing then hopefully it will workout. I know a lot of people have already did things that it will take me a lifetime,but I try to be happy for others and not want the things that have, and just don't want to be jealous of them. Have you ever heard the story of Jones's. I know they worked hard for it, and if I want it I will have to work to. But,I have work hard in the past, with school and everything and will continue to work for as long as I can, until I reach my ultimate goal. I don't think I have a choice. I'm not going to be jealous because somebody has more than I have, I just will think about Live Your Life by Rihanna and T.I. I just try not to worry about that.