The Guitarist

Well I woke this morning fortunately, now I am looking at my guitar video, because there is nothing on tv right now. I just tried out the new shoes that my mother bought. They are called Z-Coil, I tried her's on and they feel really good. She has problems with her feet and she thought that these would help her feet. Well, I guess she will not have to worry about buying another pair for a while. She wears size 9 and I wear size 71/2 to 8, so unfortunately I could not wear hers. They really look weird, it is like you are standing on springs. I finished my sister's website, I will probably change it later. The photogallery is really neat! Well I went to work at 6pm and got off at 11pm, just a 5 hour shift. My brother told me that my father use to actually play guitar with a couple of his friends. So, they actually started their own little band, on Friday nights. I didn't know that they had started their own little band, cool.

http://innocentminds.synthasite.com/index.php

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3443931/

Black Friday

I now know why this Friday is called Black Friday, for one thing the stores are too crowded, people will die or get injured trying to save a couple of dollars, which could cost them their life. Also, somebody passed today because there are a lot of cars over there. Also, I see people dressed in black.

I survived last night it wasn't so bad working on Thanksgiving Day, I would rather work on Thanksgiving Day than on Black Friday. The pros of working on Thanksgiving Day, is that you get paid extra. The cons of working on Black Friday, is you get overworked and you don't get extra money. I am glad I worked on Thanksgiving Day instead of Black Friday. I looked in the sales papers last night at work, and I didn't see anything that was really worth buying except the mp3 player. It is good for the people who have kids and they want to get their children Christmas gifts, because a lot of them believe in Santa Claus. It is good for the people who buy gifts for their friends, but you don't have to always have to buy someone a gift, because Christmas is not all about gifts, it is Jesus's birthday. You could make something for your friends and family instead of buying them a gift. I think the holiday is so commercialized, all about money. My sister said that, the Obama papers are worth hundreds of dollars now. She told me if I bought a paper, I could sell it on ebay, sad, that they are using anying to make a dollar.

When I was talking to my sister in New York, and she said that Walmart was terrible. I think she said it was murder. She just went to get a bubble mailer, and had to stand in a line. She said she wasn't going out in that crowd, she said it was really bad. She said she would have rather worked on Thanksgiving Day too instead of Black Friday. Now I know why they call it Black Friday. So, now, I have decided that I really don't need a anything, I am just going to turn into a part-time paper shredder for today, taking occasional breaks.

Also, someone had passed today, because there are cars parked across the street, in front of my home, so that makes this Friday even more depressing when somebody dies. Also, just think it could have been my brother, because he had a severe accident last Thanksgiving Day. So, that could have been his funeral. I am glad I didn't go to the Black Friday sales, because he didn't have a key to the house. He had took some blood pressure pills that made him feel whoosy, so I am glad I was here. He is gone, now, but I need to stay here just in case he needs to come back in. He had his youngest son with him.

I HAVE LOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR

I just want to to tell everyone Happy Thanksgiving, I wrote some things on William's blog, about some of the things I am thankful for, posted below:

Eventhough, I don't have much, but I have a lot t be thankful for. I am glad I can walk on my own two feet without having to depend on someone else's leg. I am glad I have eyes to see and ears to hear. I meet people everyday who are in worser shape than I am. I know a man, who can't hear, he comes through my line all the time. It just makes me think I have a lot to be thankful for than I realize. If I couldn't hear, I couldn't hear the music that you play. I couldn't hear your voice. I think we have things that money can't buy. Money can't buy hearing, money can't by sight. Sometimes, you can forget, then you will see something that will remind of how lucky you really are. I could of been born handicapped, or with only one arm or one leg. We need to realize that we have a lot to be thankful for. I am thankful that I'm healthy at least I think I am. If I wasn't I wouldn't know it, because I have not been to the doctor in a while. I going to
post this on my blog. I had almost forgot about the accident, my brother had last Thanksgiving. He totaled his car. He had severe head wound, and severe bleeding it was really scary. It took the doctors so long to get to him. We had had towels wrapped around his head


I hope my sister brings me some turkey. I think I am going to eat the whole can of cranberry sauce before work. I am also eating baked sweet potatoes, and avocado. Nobody really eats around here, it is pretty much self-serve. My mother didn't cook this year, my sister that did all the cooking, not the one in Atlanta, GA. I am still working on her website. I hope I will get it completed soon. I'm not eating Walmart's little Thanksgiving that they have set up in the breakroom. When I get there everything has been played over, and I don't know how long it has been sitting out. I don't eat everyone's cooking. It is nice that they do that, but I never eat the food.

You Hear It First, Well this morning I woke and started planning making my sister's website. I found out she doesn't have a blogger account or a myspace account. I will have to talk to her tonight about that. I found out that I can make this site more better than it is with webfetti. I am going to try to redesign it when I get to it. Now, I need to go out and mail something, and take my mom her phone charger. It will give me a chance to get some sunshine, because the sun is out today, it is about 55 to 60 degrees I think. The Call Of The Wild is on HMC

In The Wake Of Tuesday

Today is Tuesday, I hope it will be better than Monday, my Monday's are not always that great, there are some good Mondays and some bad Monday's. I talked to my sister last night and told her about it, and she told me, that happens. She said we are not going to always have good days there are going to be some bad days. I woke up, and then my brother was here watching tv, I was surprised to see him here, because he usually works in the morning. He told me that he was off, so he is going house hunting. Well, it hasn't been that bad, because he's really funny. He could of been a comedian. I know I will be updating later. Work was really busy, we we're swamped. I lifted 10 to 20 lb turkeys all day. One guy bought 15 little whole chickens, somebody bought a headless duck. I wall like yuck, who eats duck. Then the other day my brother asked me did I want a piece of alligator meat, a friend had gave to him, jokingly. I was like alligator meat, people actually eat alligator, gross. The grossest thing that I have ever scanned is a pig's tongue, that is so gross to me and what is tripe? Well tripe isn't as bad as the pig's tongue.

If you want to know what happened the past 3 days just go to my livejournal and here's the link
November 23, 2008 http://santailax47.livejournal.com/28682.html
November 24, 2008 http://santailax47.livejournal.com/29167.html

As always you can check my journals on MONDAYEYEShttp://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/

The one I posted is like a sonnet, it has a total of 14 lines. Haiku are like 4 lines 5,7,5. I will try one of those too.

In The Wake Of Saturday

This morning I woke up earlier than usual. I was drinking coffee earlier, and now I am getting reading to eat an english muffin and cook pasta with sauce. I don't know if I should drinking any tea before work, because it makes me go to the bathroom. I worked out earlier, I did like a step workout without a step, and did some upper body and lower body work afterwards, and then some stretching. It is a 3 prong attack. I talked to my sister in Atlanta, she wants me to make a website for something that she's starting called Innocent Minds. I like the title, Innocent Minds, I am going to have to ask her how she came up with the name. You will see what I'm talking about later. I am going to be a busy little person. Well at least I survived work tonight, they didn't have a enough help as usual. Tonight a guy noticed my noticed my MONDAYEYES bracelet in Walmart. So, then I told him what it was about, and then I found out that he is a writer. After all those years, I never knew he wrote anything, he never told me he did, but now I know.

The blopper of the day. I was enjoying a nice cup of coffee, then my foot hit it turned over and then I had a mess on my hands.

I wrote something on mondayeyes (note: distracted from the snoring)
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3412141/?entry_id=3412141

30 Minutes Earlier

It is already November 21, 2008, but I forgot to talk about what happened on November 20, just in case I want have a chance to tell you later. Today, I went to work 30 mintues earlier, and when I went to punch the clock it said rejected too early. So, I came in early when I didn't have too, and you know that is not like me. So, I just went in the break room and read a book that I had been reading. So, I just waited until I could clock in, I think I can clock in 15 minutes earlier. I have not been clocking in 15 minutes earlier though, I noticed when I clock in 30 minutes earlier, I will be approaching lockout. When you sign off and sign on, and if the approach lockout prompt has already came up, it will keeping appearing to you completely sign off your register. If you don't eventually sign off, when you see approaching lockout, it will automatically sign you off of your registers. It's a worker in there that I have been giving the wrong impressions, because I smile too much and sometimes guys will take it the wrong way. I finally sit down in the breakroom and had a normal conversation with him to let him know that wasn't trying to flirt with him. I was wondering why was he asking so many questions like where I live. I was like why does he want to know my age, then he told me he knew that it was rude for a guy to ask a girl her age. You don't never supposed to ask a girl her age. If you asked my mother she will not tell you her age either.



Winter Weather
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3403241/?entry_id=3403241

You are probably wondering do I ever go to sleep, but something is going to make me go earlier tonight and that is my brother's snoring. It so bad until I had to get a pair of headphones and listen to some music while on the computer. I was listening to My Favorite Highway.




The Last Minute, Every Second Counts
Nov. 21st, 2008 at 1:49 PM
Hey Everyone, it looks like I will be going out at 3PM, to mail my letter. I couldn't find my box of envelopes, and I hate to buy another box when I have a box somewhere in my room. I just don't want to waste paper. I hope it gets to its destination by November 23, 2008. Do you think it will get there, I sure hope so. I would like to say congratulations to Pete and Ashlee, their child was born today. It is a boy. I bet a lot of babies were born today somewhere in the world. Well, I am going to see if I can go and mail this letter. Also, I sent my answers in for the SLH pictures contest 5 minutes til 10pm. I always wait to the last minute to turn in my work. Well, today I went to post office and took 3 avon books with me, so I put 3 books in 3 hands. I am taking it one book at at a time. Then, after I got through doing that I thought about going by the old public library and everytime I decide to go I never have my card. I always end up using my license. I can't never keep up with my library card. She told me I could go ahead and use my license this time, but if I couldn't find my card I would have to buy a new one. I checked out some books and some videos. I can't believe they had guitar videos in public library I never knew that, so I check out some guitar video. My little library doesn't have much, they have all of the good books at the Irmo Library, that is where Lee's art is. When I go over there and checked out the books I want, I will be able to go over there, check out my book and look at her art work. She told me there are many other amazing artists too who have their artwork at the Irmo Library. I also, found some interesting art books too. Master of Art Picasso by Stefano Loria, The Encyclopedia Of Art, painting, sculpture, architecture, and ornament from prehistoric times to the 20th century by Eleanor C. Munro also Modernist impression to post-modernism. edited by David Britt. I started listening to Carolina Liar today, what an amazing voice. Chad has an amazing voice, I love hear him sing. i think I am going to have these songs memorized soon, if I keep on listening to it. I had to listen to something because so I can block out my brother's snoring. I can' t. I wonder why do people snore like that it is so annoying, I can't take it. I don't like when he goes to sleep, because he is a snorer. Carolina Liar take me away.

I was distracted tonight when I was writing my journal on MONDAYEYES. I was writing while me, my brother, and mother were having some good laughs. I am going to try to make it better, so know that before you read this.
It is longer than usual.
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/63380261/

Skeptics And Believers

Great news today, I know an aspiring artist and a photographer that I met in Walmart on November 16, 2008, her name is Lee A. Hepp. But, she told me I can just call her Lee. She wants to meet me and mom, later this week for coffee and leisure. She also wants me to help build her a website, because she doesn't know how. She is interested in reading my writings too, and she writes also. I think she is the jack of all trades when it comes to art. The night I met her, I didn't know that the young lady that she had with her was the photographer that she was talking about, her name is Joy. Also, Joy, the photographer wants me to do a photoshoot, and then my sister told me that I would be too short for modeling. She said I could give it a try, and if I didn't like it don't do it. She told me that I have to feel it in my soul, and if I don't like it, just say so. She said the most important thing is just to be honest. She made me realize that money is not everything. She told us now is a time to just go back to the basics, love kindness, happiness, it is not all about money. She was talking about how Christmas was not all about gifts, it is about spending time with family and friends and celebrating the birth of Christ. I told her that I am starting to realize that now, like how I lost over $25 for nothing. I received a ticket yesterday, and then I was got charged a late charge on one of my credit cards. It is usually $39. Today, I was going to email my resume to a friend I know, it just came to me, as I was looking through the classifeds the other day, but I realized that I left out a lot of important details. I hope he understands. I will try to get him my resume today. I am not going to jump into this, that why when I go to meet her my mother is going with me. It is always good to take someone with you. I am not rushing this, we are going to take it one step at a time. It is exciting but I try not to get too excited. I think I am more of skeptic than a believer

My streak of bad luck continues, when I left I was looking for my discount card and couldn't find it, so I just forgot about it. Then my sister called, and you could guess what she was calling for. Then after that, I mailed my mom's letter. Then, I went to pay other bills, then finally I went to go get the car serviced. Then, I discovered that they couldn't service the van, because the antifreeze was leaking. They said it needed a water pump. He said if I don't get taken care of as soon as possible, it could ruin the motor. So, I took it to the mechanic that serviced my car last time. So, I didn't get my car serviced, because they wouldn't service it because of this problem. Now, I am at home, but my brother said that I could use his car if I needed to go somewhere. This is one of my journals

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3398511/

The Streak Of Bad Luck

Today is Tuesday, a workday. I will be going in 30 minutes earlier. I had some bad luck this morning, but I'm not worried about, well at least I'm still alive. I am glad I am shaping you from the world because the world can be _itch. I have always stuck to working out it always has helped me make it through life, maybe that is why I'm still alive. I have been doing this ever since high school, and it has become a habit, so it is nothing new. I had to find a way to expend all of this surpressed energy, of wanting to be athlete. But, it helps to keep your mind focused, maybe that it the reason why I watch sports, because in sports you fight in order to win a game. I just hope I can stay strong and be able to survive in this world. I hope all of you out there will stay strong too, so you will be able to survive in this world, because the world is rough, it not a joke. I am just trying to stay alive, not worrying about all the things that go on in life, but I'm aware of it. I think my streak of bad luck continued after I left work. After work, since I got off a little earlier I was going to go to the bookstore to just browse around. So, when left work, and got in the car I didn't think to put my seatbelt on because of the bookstore is right down the road, it is like next door. Something told me to put the seatbelt own but I didn't listen to the voice. I always wear my seatbelt, but because this was next door, I didn't think it would matter much. Then when I entered the bookstore parking lot, the cop started blinking his light, and I was scared thinking what in the world I had done. I think he was probably just sitting there waiting in parking lot. He asked me for my license and registration and told me the reason why he stopped me. He said he stopped me for not having my seatbelt on when I enter the parking lot. How did he know I didn't have it on, I could have unfastened it when I turned into the bookstore parking lot. I was so upset at the time, and took my aggression out on th steering wheel, and I think I said a bad word, a word I don't usually say, while he was in his car writing the ticket. I am glad he went easy on me, I am very lucky to only get charged $25 dollars, but it is wasted money though. It could of been used for gas or Christmas gifts. My advice would be to buckle up, because the cops are on the prowl.

I think it was time for the Santi poem after all of this, but I can't relate to the second half of the poem that is for all the lovers

.http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/63230501/

No Agenda

I woke up early this morning with no agenda for today. But, I know I need to go to Walmart and get the van serviced so that is one thing on my to do list. I guess I will just put on my clothes on and head over there. I don't know how long it will take them, but I hope it doesn't take all day. I was just listening to some songs off Continum, some break-up songs for people who are breaking-up or know someone who is breaking up. I also think "Bent" by Matchbox Twenty is a good break-up song. The hours passed in the day, and the only thing that really helped me was that workout.

I have been thinking about a lot things, and you know after you have been looked over so many times, it doesn't either bother you. It has happened all throughout my life, especially in the workforce. It reminds me of the election, if Obama wouldn't have won it wouldn' t have been anything new. I guess that's why I'm still where I am but really don't care about being known. I started thinking about a song by Linkin Park " In The End". It starts I've tried so hard and got so far in the end it doesn't even matter, I had to fall to lose it all in the end it doesn't even matter. I put my trust in you pushed as far as I can go for all this there's only one thing you should know. I mean, I have taking a lot a science courses and math courses, and I don't think it really matters. I'm always worrying about finishing degree, because I think you are supposed to have a degree to get a decent job, but I'm learning some new information, but that doesn't mean I'm am not going to get my degree. I just will take it one course at a time, no rush. I haven't given up, but it just a constant battle. It is just like I'm going to have to start over again, and just do what I really love. It like I am going to have to go back feeling like I'm 17 again, being what I really wanted to be when I was in my senior year in high school. It reminds me of the election, if Obama wouldn't have won it wouldn' t have been anything new.

I posted my journal on M.E., it is called a Kickboxer By Day And A Believer By Night I want to call it a Kickboxer by day and a dreamer by night. Also, I did do some kickboxing today. Looks can be deceiving., sometimes I am diligent

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3389861/

Artists and Lookalikes

Today, is Sunday, I just wish when I get off from work I will have extra Sunday hours, because I am not ready to start Monday yet, because I don't know what I'm going to do yet.. Monday is the start of a new week though. I am anxious to start a new week, but I'm never prepared for it. I woke at about 9:45am, and then I was unaware that I had went to sleep when I woke up at 11:00am. It is strange when you fall asleep, you never remember being sleep, I guess that's how it will be when you die, you will never even be aware of it. I'm just glad I woke back up. I never think about these kinds of things though, they are far away from my mind. Well, I have to go to work, it is good to get out and at least enjoy the ride if nothing else. The best part of going to work is the drive, but when I get to work the fun ends. I do meet some really cool people though. I am sure I will write more later. I usually write on here because I don't want to lose my little live journal friends that I have worked so hard to get.

Work went well, it wasn't that bad. I saw a guy who reminded me of William Beckett tonight, well he showed me his license, and his birthday was on February 10, I was like what a coincidence. I guess he gave it too me just to check the signature on his voucher, but he didn't have to do that, because he wasn't buying alcohol. He had a very unique face, he looked like he could have been a model.

Then, I met someone artist tonight. When she first came to my line she told me I had the most beautiful eyes and features and then she said I could be a model. Then she told me she was an artist, then I asked did she have a card, and then she said yes. Now, she wants me to come to one of her exhibits, so I can see her art. I think her name is Lee A. Hepp, she works for Lovelee Art & Design. I don't know if that is a company or her own business. Then guess what when I got home, I thought I was going to get some peace and quiet, then I pull up in the yard and see my brother's car parked outside our house. I am like what in the world. I was hoping that he had just left his car here for the night, then when I get out of the car and enter my house, I see him on the chair sleeping. Then, all of a sudden it felt like my world came crashing down, no more freedom. See, this was the brother I could never get along with, he is a true scorpio. My mom and dad could never get along with. He is just so hard to get along with, he tries to come in and takeover. But, my mother told me that it was only temporary, so I was relieved to here that. He said he is going to look for a place tommorrow, what a relief. I'm going to try to deal with him though because he is my brother, even if we can't get along.

The journal on mondayeyes is based on the events that occurred at work today.

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/63115641/

Hello friends, I woke up at 9, but I can't remember the exact minutes of the hour. I am more convinced that me and my mom are just too different, we get along sometime but not all the time. It is not always about my bad habits, she just I don't know it is hard to explain. People, you just wouldn't know what I'm am going through. I just don't say anything, I can't say anything, I want say anything. We had a confrontation about going to the mailbox. Now it is about the dishes, and I insisted on washing them, but she is just going to go ahead and wash them. I was just getting ready to wash the dishes, she is so I am trying to find the word. I think I want to scream inside right now, but I will try not to let it get to me. She just practicaly throwed the new issue of rolling stone in my face, she is so mean sometime.


Here is my journal called New Invention
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3380551/?entry_id=3380551

Rainbow Dreamers

Rainbow Dreamers
Nov. 14th, 2008 at 12:59 PM
Well, today is another day of rain, it was pouring this morning. It has stopped now, but it is still cloudy, there is no sun now, and I don't think there will be any sun for the rest of the day. The sun has called in sick in again. Well this morning I woke up, but I still feel as if I am still half-asleep, because I really have not done much. It feels like I have been sleep walking. I started working on my Christmas wish this morning, a wish that money couldn't buy. I hope I will have it finished by Christmas though, I don't care about getting gifts. If they are given to me I will accept them, but it really doesn't really matter if I don't receive a gift. Also, I was trying to set my phone so I could send twitter updates from my phone. I think it will be good to use my text messaging service, I think I am allowed 500 texts a month. But, I will have to see how that works. I think I am going to try to test it to see if it works. Well, now I will have to wait to do that because my phone is charging.

Today, I woke up at about around 9:30 am. I got up, knowing that I had to work today. I didn't decide to get ready early this time, getting ready early is not going to matter, because I will still end up being late. Fortunatley, I wasn't late today,almost late. I didn't know that I was low on gas, but I still thought I had enough to get to work, so I took a chance and I made it to work. I had to go in 30 minutes earlier though. You should of saw me earlier when I was in my room trying to look for my work shirt. I was throwing clothes all over the place, and my work shirt was not even in my room. It was on the bin in the hallway, I was so mad, now the room is a disaster.

The strangest news I have heard today was Man Who Had Baby Is Pregnant Again
http://news.aol.com/health/article/pregnant-man-is-expecting-again/247348?icid=100214839x1212824662x1200789020

Check out my journal below
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/62936681/

One Minute Goes Fast

Today is November 12, 2008, wow time is flying by so fast. Pretty soon, it will be time for Thanksgiving. I woke up rather early this morning, it is just a random day, I will write more later. I promised I would write later. Well, today was like whiplash, the hours just flew by so fast. You would think I spent all of my time on the computer, I did a workout I think it was the sport drill one again, with Yumi Lee, and I did apply online for a position at Walgreens and Bellsouth. But, just because I applied doesn't mean that I will get the job. I could possibly work 2 jobs, because Walmart has been cutting hours recently. I think with Walmart it is good to keep your foot in the door, even if you only work one day. I have not realized how bad the economy is now. I have heard about it on the news, and really didn't think it was that bad. Ford and GMC, are on the rocks, that would be ashame if those companies would have to close down. What if I lose my job, what will I do, I guess it would be possible to get unemployment. I would really have to work as a full-time-avon representative then. Well, I wouldn't have to worry about any food, because we have a grocery store in our house, so many canned goods. I am glad gas has went down, it is like $1.95 now from $4.00. I have noticed the difference in my tank. But, when we get one problem solved, another problem arises. It is always something to aggravate you. Also, I saw Gym Class Heroes on Jay Leno. I love the performance. I think one of my journal relates to the song they sang. I really like their new album! They music is very unique!

Songs of the day,

U2, "Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For"
Greenday "Basket Case"
Seal, "Crazy"

"I have held the hand of the devil it was warm in the night I was cold as the snow"
"sometimes I give myself the creeps, sometimes my mind plays tricks on me"
"We're never going survive unless we get a little crazy".

Journal on mondayeyes
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/62866121/

Early Awakening

Nov. 11th, 2008 at 1:50 PM
I had an early awakening, I remember waking up at 8:47am, and then falling back to sleep getting up at about 10:26am. I can't remember any dreams I had last night or this morning, but I will let you know, when I have one, if it is worth telling. I did something I don't normally do for a change, something I don't normally do, and that is prepare for work earlier. I usually wait an hour or two before I have to go to work, but I decided to change my routine, however I know it is not going to last. I usually will get prepared earlier, and still ending using every minute, on the verge of being late for work, even though I started getting ready early. I have done this before and it never works. I think the best part of my day was kickboxing my way out of a bad mood, not that I was in a bad mood. I am just trying to prevent a bad mood. I have been doing this for a while now, and I think it has become a good habit, that I couldn't live without. I could if I had too, but it would hard, because it helps me mentally because everyday life is stress.

I posted a journal on mondayeyes

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3360991/?entry_id=3360991

Monday Has Given Me The Runarounds

Monday Has Given Me The Runarounds
Nov. 10th, 2008 at 3:41 PM
Monday, has given me the runarounds, it is not only me but other people give me the runarounds like my brother. I regret taking on the responsibility of paying his bills. He needs to learn that you have to have all the information. I was trying to pay his target red card, stay on the phone with the csm for over 30 minutes. I am hoping that he gave me the wrong card number or left out a number is the reason it want work. It has given me a headache. Well, you never know I might have to make a trip to target but we will see. I am waiting for him to come by with his information. Then I had to go out for my sister, which wasn't a problem. But, then I had to go to Walmart and buy antifreeze for my car again. It needs serviced, but it will just have to wait until Thursday or Friday, which is the reason I bought the antifreeze. The resevoir was empty yesterday. Just a quick trip to the store, you would think it would take a few minutes but a few minutes changes into a hour or two. It is usually because of the traffic or standing in the checkout line, and then the cashier's receipt tape runs out, or a person card want go through or the machine crashes. I understand that these things happen, and it really doesn't bother me, because I can relate. Usually when I am running a register, the receipt tape runs out, I run out of change, the machine stops working, I think that's a headache in itself. A few minutes ago, my brother returned, and everything worked out well. I would have loved to take a trip to Target, but it is good I didn't have to make a trip to Target. But, I would not have wanted to make a trip to Target just to pay that when I could have paid it online. I know I would have been in the 3 o'clock and 5 o'clock traffic madness. I worked out after that, and now I feel much better now. I worked out with my girl Denise Austin. Her show doesn't air on lifetime anymore, it is on espn classic. I have almost all of her workouts on tape, so I just found a workout to do on tape. I have workout out so much until I actually know how to coordinate my own workout, but sometimes I just like to follow along with them. I did take a home-study course called fitness and nutrition at Stratford Career Insitute. If I got a diploma from Stratford Career Institute does this mean I am certified. I will have to look into this. You know you have to take the state board test to get certified.

Here is a blog that I posted on mondayeyes
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/62751071/

Always The Indian

Always The Indian
Nov. 9th, 2008 at 2:03 PM
Today is Sunday, and I woke up early. Usually ordinary people go to church on Sunday, but we have just fallen out with the churches in this neighborhood. Sometimes I go every once and while, but not all the time. Sometimes the ones in the church are as bad as the ones who don't even go. I think religion can be so controversial, so I don't try to inflict my beliefs on people. Just think I have to work every Sunday. I have a friend in one of the fan club and he wrote a novel that I think is amazing. I promised him that I would post it on my blog so everyone will be able to read it.

Please Read "Always The Indian" http://alwaystheindian.livejournal.com/1255.html#cutid1_________________

Read my journal on MONDAYEYES
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3348981/

Guitars And Rock Music

I think I am starting to really believe in Astrology because I don't let many things bother, me I am usually able to forgive, but you want forget. I am a air sign, and I think that is a good thing. But, I don't like to live in the past. I use to have fights with my sister, and I was never able to stay mad at her. I am thinking about what happened on election day. There are a lot of things that happened in the past that was not right, and people have a right to celebrate. I know a lot has happpened in the past but, I just can't live in the past, and I don't hold anything against anyone.Just like with the music I chose, I liked rock music, and the only one I had back then was Prince, Michael Jackson, and Hootie and The Blowfish.

I wasn't discriminating but America and the entertainment industry just set an image. When I think of rock I was so use to seeing whites in this industry, but it really didn't matter to me, because I just liked guitars and rock music. It is just like the image that says skinny is in, when you think of a model when you look in the magazine. But, things as changed, because we all come in different shapes and sizes, and skinny is not in. We don't all have to look like a model. When I was growing with my sister, we just chose some people to like we didn't think that it really mattered. We just wanted to be different, and really discovered that we really liked guitars, and rock music. We just said we will just choose George Strait, Gun N' Roses, and U2. We just choose some bands, we really didn't think it would really matter. And My real father use to play guitar, I asked my older sister the other day, and she said he used to be pretty good. I didn't know he played very well. I still have his guitar though, I will have to get out and show you a picture of his old guitar. I will have to clean or shine it up, before I post a picture of it.

Also, I got a surprised in the mail, it is blue and it something you wear on your wrist. I am wondering why did it come in a huge priority mail box. I thought it was my fan club package. I guess little things come in big packages.

I hope you like what I posted on mondayeyes, it is called music connection
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3343841/music-connection/

7 Days Of November

Saturday, November 8, 2008 - 7 Days Of November

Well everyone, I am going to try to go out and run all of my errands early so I can have more time to spend on here with all of you. Remember I will be in and out all day. But I have to go out right now, but I will be back in soon.

Today or earlier my Avon order went off C-23, I had to send it off before 12pm, so that was before I went out. It goes off every other Friday. I had a couple of orders, but I ordered more books this time so I can see if I could get more sales. But, usually I just sell to friends or family, but if I happen to run up on someone who wants to buy it, I would be willing to do business with them. See the thing about Avon is that everyone is selling it, and if I have a huge order, they always get my order wrong, and then I end up having to explain to the customers, what happened. Then, they end of having to wait another 2 weeks to get their stuff.

Today, I only ate 2 bananas, that is not like me, because I usually eat maybe cereal and banana in the morning. I think I only drank coffee this morning, I love to drink coffee anytime. Tonight, I did cook some grilled chicken, going back to my days when I use to be a grill cook, so you know I can make a mean grill chicken sandwich. I know many people don't eat meat, but I just want you to know that I don't eat chicken everyday because I don't feel like cooking all the time. Please don't make me think about what I'm eating, but at least it is well done, when I cook it. It is really good to have protein every once in a while, but beans are just as good. They are much easier to prepare when you don't have a lot of time. I usually eat the beans out of a can. I also love to eat seafood too. I mostly eat and drank smoothies, banana and orange smoothies. I love orange juice, one of my favorite drinks on my favorite drink list. At night I love to eat sunflower seeds, and tea. I eat sunflower seeds and peanuts all year round. I like to eat pizza sometime too, and panini's. Sometimes, I have a sweet tooth, but I have not had one today. I like Hersheys, Snickers Butterfinger, Reeses Peanut Butter Cups. I really don't eat a whole lot of sweets like cakes, cookies, and desserts, too much of it is not good for you. When I grocery shop I usually get the same things, like bananas, cereal, plain hunts tomato sauce, pasta, fruits and veggies, like apples, bananas, sweet potatoes avocados. I usually stay in the fruit section, because I am too tired after work to be running around the store. I am a reallly picky eater. Sometimes they give us candy at work, but very seldom.

I cooked grilled chicken, going back to my days when I use to be a grill cook, so you know I can make a mean grill chicken sandwich. I know many people don't eat meat, but I just want you to know that I don't eat chicken everyday because I don't feel like cooking all the time. Please don't make me think about what I'm eating, but at least it is well done, when I cook it. It is really good to have protein every once in a while, but beans are just as good. They are much easier to prepare when you don't have a lot of time. I usually eat the beans out of a can. I also love to eat seafood too. I mostly eat and drank smoothies, banana and orange smoothies. I love orange juice, one of my favorite drinks on my favorite drink list. At night I love to eat sunflower seeds, and tea. I eat sunflower seeds and peanuts all year round. I like to eat pizza sometime too, and panini's. Sometimes, I have a sweet tooth, but I have not had one today. I like Hersheys, Snickers Butterfinger, Reeses Peanut Butter Cups. I really don't eat a whole lot of sweets like cakes, cookies, and desserts, too much of it is not good for you. When I grocery shop I usually get the same things, like bananas, cereal, plain hunts tomato sauce, pasta, fruits and veggies, like apples, bananas, sweet potatoes avocados. I usually stay in the fruit section, because I am too tired after work to be running around the store. I am a reallly picky eater. Sometimes they give us candy at work, but very seldom.ld get more sales. But, usually I just sell to friends or family, but if I happen to run up on someone who wants to buy it, I would be willing to do business with them. See the thing about Avon is that everyone is selling it, and if I have a huge order, they always get my order wrong, and then I end up having to explain to the customers, what happened. Then, they end of having to wait another 2 weeks to get their stuff. Today, I only ate 2 bananas, that is not like me, because I usually eat maybe cereal and banana in the morning. I think I only drank coffee this morning, I love to drink coffee anytime. Tonight, I did cook some grilled chicken, going back to my days when I use to be a grill cook, so you know I can make a mean grill chicken sandwich. I know many people don't eat meat, but I just want you to know that I don't eat chicken everyday because I don't feel like cooking all the time. Please don't make me think about what I'm eating, but at least it is well done, when I cook it. It is really good to have protein every once in a while, but beans are just as good. They are much easier to prepare when you don't have a lot of time. I usually eat the beans out of a can. I also love to eat seafood too. I mostly eat and drank smoothies, banana and orange smoothies. I love orange juice, one of my favorite drinks on my favorite drink list. At night I love to eat sunflower seeds, and tea. I eat sunflower seeds and peanuts all year round. I like to eat pizza sometime too, and panini's. Sometimes, I have a sweet tooth, but I have not had one today. I like Hersheys, Snickers Butterfinger, Reeses Peanut Butter Cups. I really don't eat a whole lot of sweets like cakes, cookies, and desserts, too much of it is not good for you. When I grocery shop I usually get the same things, like bananas, cereal, plain hunts tomato sauce, pasta, fruits and veggies, like apples, bananas, sweet potatoes avocados. I usually stay in the fruit section, because I am too tired after work to be running around the store. I am a reallly picky eater. Sometimes they give us candy at work, but very seldom.

Feel free to read the journal posted on FOE




http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/journal/62560061/

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It's Almost Thursday

Nov. 5th, 2008 at 10:14 PM
I just think this week has went by so fast, it is almost Thursday. I am always wishing for another day. Well today, I have been thinking about a lot of things lately like always. I have been thinking about what direction I am going to take, just always thinking trying to come up with ideas. I remember at one time I had thought about majoring in communications and exercise science, but I am not sure. I have thought about majoring in business administration, my sister majored in international business. She told me that I wouldn't want to get into that. She is going to try to get her real estate license, so that is her next step I think. I try to help her in anyway that I can. I thought about doing real estate, but they say it is not a good time to get into real estate right now. She said that she would be mostly dealing with apartments, because people like to rent places to stay in New York. I just hope it works out for her, she is kinda of like me we don't know what we want to do. First, it was a architect, then a fashion designer, then a dentist. I think she still wants to be a dentist, but I don't know she could have change her mind by now. Currently, she is working on trying to get a real estate license. I hope we will get to work together in the future. She said that, she would have been had a job, but the bosses were too flirty, and she wasn't doing something like that to just get a job. I understand that, I wouldn't want to do that either just to get a job. I have been trying to rest today, after the all the excitment from yesterday. I have been writing, coming up with a lot of ideas for my journal that i will post a little later. I just have so many thoughts and I am just trying to choose the best one. Really, I think it is a lot of fun, eventhough it takes me a while to put it together. I like the challenge of writing, and I think this causes more good than harm. I used to write in my classes a lot but it was not for me it was for a grade. I think I have been enjoying freelance writing. It is good to read other people's work too for inspiration.

journal on monday eyes, it took me a while because i was trying to make it rhyme.
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3328371/

Election Day

Election Day
Nov. 4th, 2008 at 11:28 PM
Today was Tuesday, November 4, 2008, election day. This year will pass, and the years will go by, and then we will be able to celebrate many anniversaries on November 4, 2008. November 4, 2008 will be remembered as being the day that the first African American was elected president. I think is all about what's on the inside rather than what is on the outside.

Today, I woke up at about 9:30am, but I didn't head to the polls until about 11:30am. I was waiting for the line to diminish, but when I got there the parking lot was crowded, and when I went inside the line was wrapped. So when I got there, a volunteer handed me a green sheet of paper with the 3 amendments that SC voters could vote on.

I voted yes to the first ammendment stating that the State Legistlature will decide what age a underage unmarried girl enaging in intercourse, I think they are talking about prostitution. I think the age is 14 old, but in some places it 16 years old. I voted to let the State Legislature to decide, because 14 and 16 is too young. The other 2 ammendments had a lot in common. I think it was about the South Carolina Constitution to provide that the funds of any trust fund established by law for the funding of post-employment benefits for state employees may be invested and reinvested in equity securities.[1]It is similar to South Carolina's Amendment 3, except Amendment 3 applies to local government employees whereas Amendment 2 applies to state government employees. I voted No, because they shouldn't be allowed to take money for the funding of post-employment benefits, and invest and reinvest in equity securities. I just didn't think that sounded right so I chose no.

Well, I stood in the line for a long time about and hour and 45 minutes. When I finally got in, they had volunteers there sitting at tables, and then they asked for your voter registration card or you license/id. All I had was my license because I didn't have a voter registration card yet. I will have to see about getting one so I will have it the next time. So, after that, I had to stand in another before entering the actually voting room. So, when the volunteer said next, I went to one of the stations that were set up. It wasn't foreign to me, because I had voted one time before. It was easier than 1,2,3, like abc, if you are familiar with computers or if you can press a button. I just went down and chose all the Democrats, you can just hit straight ticket, then it takes you through all your choices. Also, you are allowed to review it or make any changing before you hit the green flashing button. I usually don't talk about who I vote for but now that it is over I might as well tell.

There were so many voters at the polls, and when I got home from work and looked at the results I was surprised that SC didn't win, but it was only 1 out of 50 states that McCain won. Well Obama one in the SC Primary Elections, but this made me think maybe everyone didn't vote in the Primary Election and maybe some voters changed their minds. I don't think they should have schedule us to work, because it was so slow tonight

I am disappointed in SC, but it doesn't really matter now. Well I still think McCain/Palin, ran a strong campaign. Somebody had to win and somebody had to lose. John McCain, is like 74, and still going strong, he is tough guy, he hung in there until the end. I like Sarah Palin's effort too, she seemed like she would have been o.k., and I don't remember the last time we have a had a woman as Vice President. I think this would have been historic too.

Election Day Eve
Nov. 3rd, 2008 at 9:27 PM
Today is November 3, Election Day Eve. I can't believe that the big election is tommorrow, oh my God! The time has went by so fast, theses are definitely the fast times. I promise you I want get scared, and decide not to vote, I have been waiting for this for 8 long years. That would be just lazy, and I am not that lazy, it is right down the road. Eventhough I don't like the place where I go vote. I had better make sure I have my license. They will either make you show your voter registration card or your license/id. I think that is all you need. Seriously, I don't like the place where I go to vote, but I will vote because this is a important election. My state is just one state, out of 50 states, I just hope it goes well, I hope people will make the right decison. I have been waiting, well I think we have all been waiting for a change and I think a change will do you good sometimes.

Here is a good song by Sheryl Crow about peace, Bono is in this video also
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMBnUuiLR7U

Here is one of my journal, however this is not one of my favorites.
http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3316731/

Survived One More Weekend

Nov. 2nd, 2008 at 11:22 PM
Hello Everyone, I survived! I didn't think I was going to make it through the hours. Today I was on register 5, this is the register when customer can have as many items as they want. It seemed like when I got there everyone left. It was only a handful of cashiers there today. Afterwards, I did do some shopping. I bought broccoli, tomato sauce, rotini pasta, tortilla chips, orange juice, 3 bananas, and 2 gallons of water, halloween makeup, which was half price for next year.
I posted a journal on MONDAYEYES.http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3311401/?entry_id=3311401

The First Of The Month

I can't believe that it is already November. So today was November 1st, the first day of the month. I usually don't like the first of the month because it is usually busy at work. Well today was not too bad, at least I survived. I will write more later. I met a lot people some new faces and some familiar faces. I met some nice people and some arrogant people. Did you know a lady came an apoligized to me today for cursing me out because of her card would not go though last week. She told me she was embarrassed that her card didn't go through and she just said whatever she said, and left all of her items. I can't believe she would leave a sub sandwich, after she had been working 13 hours a day. She told me she was tired that day, and she didn't mean to take it out on me. When she came in my line she said do you remember me, and I told her yeah I remember, how could I forget because she put on a show.

I posted my 3 hours away poem on FOE.

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/santiheart97/entry/3305951/